Rewind and play back in slow-motion
My first really strong experience with noticing my feelings origin and affect though the body, was at a traffic light in about 2015.
I was on my bike and waiting for the green light.
A woman joined me, and I felt the urge to get her attention by saying something. I do not remember what it was though.
Before any words had passed my lips, I realised that I was not interested in her at all.
So, why would I want her attention?
I decided to try and relive the situation to understand the process within me.
I discovered that I could rewind the process and in slow-motion I could sense how a feeling started in my abdomen moved up though my body, I noticed how I was asking for confirmation and at the end the thought was produced and ended on the tip of my tongue.
Rewind and play back in slow-motion
My first really strong experience with noticing my feelings origin and affect though the body, was at a traffic light in about 2015.
I was on my bike and waiting for the green light.
A woman joined me, and I felt the urge to get her attention by saying something. I do not remember what it was though.
Before any words had passed my lips, I realised that I was not interested in her at all.
So, why would I want her attention?
I decided to try and relive the situation to understand the process within me.
I discovered that I could rewind the process and in slow-motion I could sense how a feeling started in my abdomen moved up though my body, I noticed how I was asking for confirmation and at the end the thought was produced and ended on the tip of my tongue.